God Didn’t Give Me Cancer—But He Didn’t Stop It Either: Robyn’s Story
Robyn, a 21-year-old from Lancaster County, was diagnosed with T-cell acute lymphoblastic leukemia during her second year of college. What started as what she thought were boils and cold symptoms quickly turned into a life-changing diagnosis—and a moment of decision.
In this episode of Life on Pause, Robyn reflects on her experience as a young adult caught between pediatric and adult care systems. After choosing to be treated in the pediatric oncology unit—supported by the Four Diamonds program—she found more than medical treatment. She found spiritual resilience, emotional healing, and a deeper trust in her faith.
Robyn shares how she wrestled with anger, questioned God’s role in her suffering, and eventually came to see her diagnosis as preparation—not punishment. Her story is honest, hopeful, and rooted in her belief that even the darkest moments can be used for something greater.
Topics Covered:
- Robyn’s diagnosis with T-cell acute lymphoblastic leukemia
- Choosing between pediatric and adult cancer care
- The emotional impact of a sudden life interruption in college
- How Four Diamonds support influenced her decision
- Processing anger, control, and spiritual doubt
- The power of prayer and divine timing in her treatment journey
- Navigating fertility conversations at age 20
- Robyn’s return to ministry, family, and planning for the future
- Sharing her story to help others find purpose in pain
About Life on Pause:
Life on Pause is a podcast for and by young adults with cancer. Produced by Penn State Health’s AYA Oncology Program, each episode is rooted in honest storytelling and community connection. Our content is reviewed by medical and psychosocial experts to ensure accuracy and care.
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